We all have that one friend who we can share our secrets to. She is just not a friend, she is a best friend that I trust. I’ve known her for years and we’ve spent 24/7 together. Never would’ve thought she would leave me once I got sick.
Getting sick has really changed my perspective on certain things. Especially with the people I allow myself to open up to. My family tries to be here for me but they just don’t understand how it feels like to be sick all the time. Some people will understand, some won’t.
Eventually I will have to accept the fact that I no longer will be associating with that “best friend” anymore. Although I would love some closure as to why she never visited me in the hospital or asked how I was doing. Closure is never really my thing…. Or hers.